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HOLIDAYING AFTER TRAUMA
Travelling was always a major part of mine and Ian’s lives. We prioritised seeing new places,…
GIVE IT HEART, GIVE IT MIND, GIVE IT SOUL, DON'T STOP!
I am sitting in peace and quiet for the first time in a very long time. This past weekend was full…
IF YOU GET TIRED, LEARN TO REST NOT TO QUIT
The boys and I have settled really well in Copenhagen but a tiredness has also descended on me. I…
REGRET IS SCARIER THAN CHANGE
I can’t sleep. It is rare that I can’t sleep, even with all the worries of illness throughout time,…
When All We Do is still Not Enough
Pain is a subjective thing I guess. People talk about the most painful thing that’s ever happened…
SCANXIETY
I never knew what scanxiety was until last year when Milo started treatment. When Oscar was…
FEAR TAKES THE JOY OUT OF LIFE
This is the first time I have written in over a year and a half. Ian was diagnosed with a brain…
Walks to the park
Often when I walk towards the park from our home I am reminded of Oscar’s last trip to the park.…
THE ONLY WEALTH WE HAVE IS OUR RELATIONSHIPS
Oscar’s funeral was exactly 4 years ago on Sunday 13th May – it is also the day we attempt to take…
LOSING MY BREATH AND NEVER QUITE CATCHING IT AGAIN
My grandmother died this Christmas. She had a peaceful death and had just been, as she had always…